Tuesday last week I finally announced (in front of the Personnel and my co-apps) my decision to defer my application to StatSoc. Yes, it was very very very hard, considering the amount of effort I put in to the application process, and of course, me becoming close to a few mems and a lot of co-apps.
But, it was not just some hasty decision of saying, “ayoko na, quit na ako.” It took a lot of time, prayer and reflection for me to finally decide that I’m leaving.
Yes, I’m leaving. Off to greener pastures. NIP, here I come.
But I’m not saying that Stat is a bad course. It’s a wonderful course. Although, it’s not for me (Yes, you may see me enjoying in my Stat117 class, but it’s because the subject is about “mathematics for statistics.” It may be hard to believe, but, yes, sometimes I do enjoy math). Ewan ko. I always was frustrated back in 114, tapos ngayon frustrated din ako sa 115, and when I hear about higher Stat, mas nafru-frustrate ako. Parang, “ano gagawin ko sa NORMSDIST o NORMSINV sa hinaharap?”
I asked Sir Marko, my Physics10 teacher, what it takes to be a Physics major. He told me
“Hmm. Do you love math? Do you love to discover new scientific ideas? Do you love to explain the hows and whys of things and phenomena? Do you love science experiments? And again, do you love math?”
Yes, I did love math (hey, I still kinda love it today. I just hate the exams…). I love discovery (guilty of watching the Knowledge Channel in my spare time). I love explaining scientific phenomena (I always explain things to my siblings about scientific stuff even if they didn’t ask). And, I love experiments! (oh boy!)
So, does that make me qualified?
Not yet. Haha. I still need a GWA of 2.75, and an average of 2.0 for my math and science subjects.
The biggest problem that I have now is my Math17 grade was 2.0, and that’s 5 units! And right now, I’m having trouble with Math53. I get the lesson! It’s just the exams that I don’t get. :p
Well… Wish me luck and pray for me.
Last Thursday was the last day of me being a StatSoc applicant. I feel so sad, bad, yet somehow, liberated.
Although, I’m gonna miss StatSoc and the Sustantivos. :(
The memories kept will last forever
The friendship will stay, we are one together
You and me, we’ll make things right